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Wednesday, 16 February 2011

  • This sucks

    well i have not been on here for a real long time have two kids now and im a huge lump of lard up in the 140s and i have a gf who is soooo tiny so i gotta get motivated guys send me some thinspo or some sort of motivation this is so hard :( havent seen my gf in a few years she used to be chubby and now shes tiny and always shovin it in my face and askin me my weight ticken me off bad gimme ur motivating stories pics anything i know im really dumb but this is making me crazy i HATE being the fat girl :(

Tuesday, 23 February 2010

Tuesday, 06 October 2009

  • please tell

    well i dont have much to say i cant think all im going to do for today and tomorrow is try to live on water and look at all your thinspo it helps more then you know and couls you guys do me a huge favor and tell me what you starting weight was and were you are now and how long it took im thinking that might help motivate?!?!

Monday, 05 October 2009

  • im back please talk to me i need to talk to ppl

    wow i havent been on in a long time and it shows im up to 140lbs and i hate myself i did so well while i was on here all the time so here we go i wasnt on  in a while becuz i moved to mn with my husband becuz his dad got cancer in his bladder so we went there support for his dad and his dad went out of his way to make our lives miserable and stessful and thats a whole different story but anyways we came back to tx got a house and im now able to be on here and update alot more and man i need help im fat and i really need support nobody helps and my dad says im fat all the time just cuz hes an ass and knows it bothers me and he thinks its funny im not anerexic and it shows but the girls on this site are alot more help then any other stupid diet plan and you get alot more support help tips ect anyway this was just to say im back and please keep in touch i love talking to ppl who really know how you REALLY feels when all you can think about is how fucking fat and discusting you are

Friday, 03 July 2009

  • this is getting scary

    i read a post a girl put up on her xanga and it really made me think what the fuck am i doing starving myself to mess up my metabolism and everything so i was down to 127 i got scared quite and now within like 2 weeks gaind so im up in the 130s and i hate myself more an more i know i dont have a eating disorder but im goin on a very strick diet this is fucking gay please guys any support would help

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lardopotumus

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    • Name: lardopotumus
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    • Member Since: 5/6/2009

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  • Ok my name is kt im very shy ppl take that as ignorance i think but its not that at all im just a very keep to myself quit shy person i have had problems with food for as far back as i can remember but now i dont care who knows im sick of being the fat girls so i made this site to find other girls in my shoes to give and get support